Flaws and Hope

I AM SLEEPLESS RIGHT NOW…

These are the reasons why I shall never be popular in any sort of social circle:

I have lots of acquaintances, but few friends; too much attitude, but no substance; too cold to be approachable, yet too hot to be messing with.

I used to always putting up my fists and never letting down my guard around people—a reflex triggered by my irrational sense of me-against-the-whole-world-ism.

I am now still very much the same person described above, with only a single deviation: becoming increasingly prepared to embrace the sunbeams that have somehow managed to pass through the cracks on those invisible walls around me.

I would like to address the discovery of this newfound sensation in the form of gratitude buried deep within me, by thanking those who have kept me close, entertain my feelings , attend to my needs and most importantly, never ceased to penetrate and leave a crack or two on those walls that entrapped me.

And oh, last but not least, to all my detractors: Fxxk You! You people shall never get the best of me!

…HOW BAD CAN SLEEPLESSNESS BE WHEN IT LETS YOU UNCOVER THE STRENGTH IN YOU?

I AM NOT ONLY SLEEPLESS BUT ALSO WILDLY ENTHUSIASTIC RIGHT NOW!