The Intense Feeling of Unfulfillment

Feeling so damn low about myself now.

likeBUMPINGintoAroadBLOCKofLIFE.

ORhittingAdeadENDonANoneWAYroute.

orLIKEafastcarSTUCKEDinAtrafficjam.

There’s just too much trapped energy inside of me without any channel of output.

The desire to OUTDO the old me really brings out the worst sense of dis-satisfaction and under-achieving in me.

Indeed… “I AM MY OWN WORST ENEMY”

Hence I absolutely need to

GET OVER MYSELF.

Come to think of it, could my harshness on being a better me be the source of all these negativies?

I guess it is just a price to pay for setting too high of a sight for one self huh.