Tough Phase

I’ve got people telling me that all the stuff that I wrote here were all but optimistic.
How true.
Why does my heart feel so bad?
Perhaps I should try to convince or even lie to myself, that there are better things waiting for me in my life ahead.
I sincerely hope I could.
I am going through a difficult time, all by myself.
When will this be over?
Delicate heart and sensitive feeling are such deadly combination.
Stand up and be a MAN!
Stop being a cry baby!
I keep telling myself.
Chin Up! Face Up! And Move On in forward motion!!!