Conflict of Interest

I have your best interest at heart, as always.

I would do anything to guarantee your happiness.
And you are much happier, without me around you.

I would like myself to be happy too.
And I am so very happy, with you around me.

The thing is, that, it is obvious:
If you are happy, I am not.
If I am happy, you are not.

For me to be happy, I need to be selfish.
I can’t be this cruel to you.
For you to be happy, I ought to be miserable.
I can’t be that cruel to myself.

Now isn’t this ironic?

Just what the heck should I do!?