Wishful Thinking

She’s my matter of happiness,

How I wish I could be hers, too…

(The matter of my utmost HAPPINESS)

(我最幸福的事 当了她的粉丝)
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Ahhh…me and my perpetual sense of belonging…
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A Great ‘Sign’

I shall now cross one item off that short wish list of mine.

(我最心动的事 你写了我名字)

:-O

Getting Out of My Shell

I am trying to rekindle my kinship with the fine art of socialization called CLUBBING.
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(Dance B_tches, DANCE!)

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…Because being confined to the 4 walls of my room is less-than-exciting!

Flaws and Hope

I AM SLEEPLESS RIGHT NOW…

These are the reasons why I shall never be popular in any sort of social circle:

I have lots of acquaintances, but few friends; too much attitude, but no substance; too cold to be approachable, yet too hot to be messing with.

I used to always putting up my fists and never letting down my guard around people—a reflex triggered by my irrational sense of me-against-the-whole-world-ism.

I am now still very much the same person described above, with only a single deviation: becoming increasingly prepared to embrace the sunbeams that have somehow managed to pass through the cracks on those invisible walls around me.

I would like to address the discovery of this newfound sensation in the form of gratitude buried deep within me, by thanking those who have kept me close, entertain my feelings , attend to my needs and most importantly, never ceased to penetrate and leave a crack or two on those walls that entrapped me.

And oh, last but not least, to all my detractors: Fxxk You! You people shall never get the best of me!

…HOW BAD CAN SLEEPLESSNESS BE WHEN IT LETS YOU UNCOVER THE STRENGTH IN YOU?

I AM NOT ONLY SLEEPLESS BUT ALSO WILDLY ENTHUSIASTIC RIGHT NOW!

Two-Eight

Inevitably,

(2 + 8 ≠ 10 = 28)

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Coming-of-age, perhaps?