A DISCLAIMER

No, I am no where near that desperate. Mind you.

You expressed your interest in such intimate subject about me, so the least I could do was to return the favor by being brutally honest.

Which, proved to be a wrong move.

I guess I did have some expectations of my own, but I doubt that any of it would be as serious as you perceived them to be.

Because I knew it all too well that now is neither the time nor the place for this kind of thing, for both of us.

Hence, worry not, my dear, don’t freak out.

Think of it as some sort of miscommunication.

Never mind what I wanted, I’ll drop it.

Nevertheless, IT’S ALL GOOD.

Hope you can really understand this time.

GEDDIT?

DISAGREE?

Truth be Told

"Am I that important to you?" You asked.
Well, at this point of time, I am not quite sure.
I guess it’s a NO....not yet...it's too early to tell now.
Which, I am all too eager to find out,
by us spending a bit more quality times together.

AGREE?

Stop Raining!

It’s wet, it’s cold, it’s driving me up the wall…It’s season of raining!

Clothes got wet, traffic became worse, mood-swings took a turn for the worst.

The weather had make it too much of a trouble to go anywhere, or even having the mood to do anything fun at all.

So cold, so demotivating, so snore-inducing, so perfect for self-pity.

Wish I could cuddle-up with someone.

But, how do I get warmth by myself?

Hate this non-stop downpour!

A Club, A Helpless Superviser and Several Buggers

If you guys are not granted a free-entry to the club, due to the reason that none of you are the ‘Privileged Member’ of that place, just pay the damn bloody cover charge and get on with the rest of the night!

What was it to argue about?

If I were the club superviser, I would definitely smack the sxxt outta you guys! Instead of trying to reason with a bunch of unreasonable losers.

Take your attitude elsewhere!

You guys are nothing but a whole bunch of Fxxxing CHEAPSKATES!

The Best Things in Life Are (almost) FREE

The last two messages in my phone’s inbox:

“……It’s obvious dat u don’t wanna talk about it & I roughly know wat it is but anyway just msg u.”

Sent: 16:35:25 / 08-11-2005

“Feeling better after received my sms?”

Sent: 16:36:20 / 08-11-2005

……..courtesy of the same person.

Somehow, I feel like I have some sort of obligation to return the favor of such well-intended individual, by providing a proper answer to the question above. So here goes:

No, I didn’t feel any better……………….
After reading it, It felt like as if I were hit by some massive emotions, blood were rushing to my head, and I became so overwhelmed…………
Hence, I did not feel any better, due to the reason that I was trying extremely hard to hold back my tears.
The tears of joy for being touched, somewhere deep down inside.

How is that for an answer?

It would cost almost nothing to sms nowadays.

But sometimes, a thing’s worth can never be justified by its value in the-big-dollar-sign.

Case in point: Both the messages above.

It may not cost a big deal, or anything at all.

But no amount of money can buy the best intention behind those words.

Hey! Come to think of it, I DID feel better.

Elements of Happiness

What makes the human heart sing?

Apparently, according to [TIME] magazine, these are the 3 main elements of a happy and fulfilling life:-

1-Pleasure : “the smiley-face piece”.

2-Engagement : the depth of involvement with one’s family, work, romance & hobbies.

3-Meaning : using personal strength to serve some larger end.

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-TIME Special Mind & Body Issue-
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If all the statements above holds true, then I guess I am in an extremely difficult situation now, for the fact that I only have like…..1 out of all 3 ingredients covered.

How am I supposed to make something good out of anything when I am short on the main ingredients in the recipe?

Too bad for me, the missing ingredients cannot be bought with any kind of money.

I am so doomed and gloom.